So, I decided today that I'm going to give something up for Lent. To most of the world, I'm giving up chocolate. But really... I'm giving up escape.
All the forms that I use to escape the world, lies, truth, games, fear.
I just don't know how to give of myself, I've never opened enough to let someone else in. I'm afraid I'm going to end up alone simply because I don't know how to let myself be vulnerable.
I have no idea where to turn... I don't know what to do anymore.
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Wow. That's very . . . metaphysical. How will you measure success?
By how I feel I've done of course. What other way would I do it?
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